If you knew you were dying in more ways than one what would you not do or do for one!?

Would you cry and pout or scream and shout would you die and bleed or cry and plead would you walk into the fire or scream who's for hire or do you throw your hands up and say I need love,should you worry about yourself or make others the top-shelf,and ultimately when you die and leave this shadowy place will your home be in the ground or in a heavenly place!?